There are concerns in me lately. I am more anti-social. In the office, even though I wasn't included in the category of quiet, but I'm not as cheerful as before. I prefer silence.
Sometimes I miss the moment when i spend almost all my life with my friends. Moment when I looked ridiculous and strange. I miss being in love. I miss the lazy time. Yes, sometimes I miss the time that has passed, even though I know it never comes twice and lived never backwards.
Hmmm...
Being alone, sometime it's comfort and enjoyable. We can do anything without any permission and acceptance. We can dance like an insane, we can fart as loud as we can, we can sing even maybe it can make the neighbor's bird dying, we can cry and laugh as a same time, we can do anything in a loneliness.
For me, being alone is being close with my Alloh Al Mighty. I can share anything, i can ask, can complain, and i can be grateful. So many questions in my head, about my future, about someone that i love, about the determination to move and a big one is about the big moment I had to face a few more days.
